Soooo embarrassing

One of my friends who might have gone to Luxy with me chose the same day launching another party. Well…I learned this from other friends. ( cuz they asked me I should go to ur party or hers? Of course, I said’it’s up to u.’)

I am not angry…but this is really really awkward. This is the first time to see this happened to me…it’s sooo embarrassing.

Organizing a party in Taiwan is hard but gets little result. Yha…this made me realize that I am not in Kenya but in Taiwan. I am strange to many Taiwanese and vice versa. If I invite people to my party, many will ask me “who will b there?” For me, it’s kinda rude cuz they care more abt the guests than me. I agree that guests really matter but people shouldn’t ask me directly like that…It’s like u r inviting people to ur wedding party but they ask ‘who will join the party?’ first to decide whether to go. It’s really awful.

I am so sick of this. Well, social and cultural factors are the ones I don’t want to change and couldn’t blame for. Nobody is wrong. It’s just all abt my own feeling.

Anyway, there’s no demand for party from Taiwanese. However, I will launch more parties because I like to bring happiness to people. I just don’t want to act like a dork again.

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